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Foreword first. This is going to be one hell of a long blog post. A lot of things happened recently which made me feel damn pissed with the whole life thingy. So this is going to be one long rant. But on second thought, I think I'ld make this short and less punishing for readers (if there are any).
Today when I was using my desktop halfway. Through the acrylic panel at the side I suddenly saw a spark followed by a small flame, which quickly extinguished. In the 0.5 second that the small flame existed, in my mind, I broke my personal best for saying the most number of vulgarities mentally in that short amount of time. Perhaps all the neurons in my brains were scolding different vulgarities in different languages at the same moment. The moment the flame extinguished, so did my computer, which immediately shut down. At that moment I knew it was a goner, I removed the casing and saw the charred part of the motherboard, a part of me died along with it.
Everytime a computer I own dies, a part of me will die as well due to the various attachements I've had with the computer. I hope that nothing else is damaged by the small fire. If my hdd is affected, then I CAN REALLY GO AND DIE. While now I am using my laptop, I told a friend, "My desktop is like my wife who stays at home. My laptop is like my mistress whom I see outside. When the wife at home dies *touch wood* and you bring the mistress into the house to try to replace the wife, chaos occurs", which is now precisely what is going on. Ironically, one of the words that ran through my mind during the fire was OMGWTFBBQ. Seriously. Rather than being afraid that the computer would explode in my face, I was more afraid that all the data inside would be lost. Afterall, I made no effort to back up all the data. Other than personal data (which isn't a lot), I rarely backup the anime downloaded.
Then I called my dad over the phone and told him about the incident. And guess what, he mocked at me. WTF. When all the computer stuff and half of the electrical stuff at home is maintained by me, this is what I get when my personal computer goes up in smoke. I am rarely this vengeful even though there's nothing much I would do. I forgive but I don't forget. Next time please solve your own problems with any electronic equipment. You're not the one getting electrocuted, smoked, dusty etc. Remember, remember the 19th of December I see no reason why it should ever be forgotten. (Besides the fact that my motherboard died on this very day. Sigh) Actually my previous computer died somewhere this time 2 years ago as well. Is this some unlucky date for my computers? I hope not. BTW I have not cooled down since the arguement between me and my parents last week which I don't really want to talk about. Back to the day for now.
It has been raining the ENTIRE day. Rain really kills my mood. I used to love the rain but now it just makes me sad. It fills me to the brim with sorrow. Maybe its my bad mood that is making me feel sad, or maybe its the rain. No idea. But now...Raine and Skye are both sad. *rolleyes* I hope it doesn't rain the whole day tomorrow. Besides the fact that rain is conducive for sleeping, rain is the last thing you want when you are going out. So please don't rain tomorrow. But if the bad thing happens tomorrow, which I guess it surely will, the will the heavens rain till for all I care even if Singapore drowns? If you think you can win, then the battle is half won. But right now all I can think about is losing the battle. I really am lacking in confidence am I?
Now the more I type the more "no mood" I get. I don't feel like typing now. If I'm sad enough tomorrow I'll type a sad long blogpost tomorrow. Right now, I'll end off with a song for those people who are seeking for strength to love.
范逸臣 - 信仰爱情
这场雨不知从何开始
真实是你接近我的清醒
像是兴奋剂麻醉了自已
见你我措手不及
我试着问过我自已
无解深深着迷迷失自已
越想接近你越怕没有你
有没有好运降临
给我信仰爱情的勇气
我的世界只有你
只有你
甜蜜确定不放弃
就让我可以深情
闭上眼睛深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要
忽远忽近看不清
给我允许守候你
从今天起
信仰爱情有意义
因为你
我相信
因为有你
digital love;
1:46 AM