
Ok. As much as how sad/depressing/dramatic/china-fied my previous blog entry was. I think I am more or less ok by now. When you have no expectations, you should not have any disappointment, even though its nearly impossible not to have any expectations in life at all. All you can do is try to minimize them and 看开 when the things you hope for don't come true at all. So I guess I'm more or less a "free" man by now. But then again....the name of my blog is "The synonym of freedom is solitude". Thus is free=freedom=lonely. Therefore I am a "lonely" man once again. Hahaha. Full of crap I know.
I'ld like to thank all the people who have heard me complain/whine/gripe/grouse/grumble/blah blah for the first few days of the week. While they have not been especially happy, what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. Thus I am stronger than I was before since I have 看开 already. I still wanna be friends since its fun hanging out with you all. =)
Recently I've grown a craving for spicy stuff. In my family actually only my parents eat spicy stuff while me and my siblings don't really have an appetite for spicyness except for the usual curry fish head. I realized that since I've returned from Bangkok in late december. I have this urge to feed on spicy food. Last week my family had curry chicken for dinner. While my maid was cooking it, I went to test the food (NO I DIDN'T STEAL!) and realized it wasn't spicy enough so I told her to add more curry powder till I was happy. During dinner, I was happy. Yes. But I was the only one since it was too hot for almost everyone else. >_<
Even on Friday when I went Taka for dinner. I went to Ajisen Ramen for dinner. I couldn't help it but to order my once loathed "Volcano Ramen" which has a spicyness rating of 4 in the menu. The last time I ate it I swear I was shedding tears in sweat. This time while I was eating it. I though to myself "Volcano? This isn't even an inferno!" then proceeded by adding chilli powder and chilli oil till satisfied. The same thing happened today when I was having 麻辣火锅 for dinner. Since my parents were around dinner, I was the only one eating from the 麻辣锅 while the rest of the family was eating from the normal one lar. Hahaha. Honestly I have no idea what is going on with me. I could practically eat chilli paste with bread at the rate things are going.
Speaking of Taka yesterday. I met Meiling (coincidentally) from my SAJC class of 01S54 outside Timberland at Taka. Though she has graduated from NUS already with a degree in "I have no idea or rather I forgot". That was the first time I saw her in makeup and it was like WOW. Though she was quite pretty in class last time liao but make up really works wonders on females. I think I should start photoshopping people's faces for the maked-up look soon. Haha. Haven't really touched PS these few days other than doing some dirty work this month. LOL.
Anyway I'ld like to end this entry on a very weird note especially to all my female friends. You can treat me good but please don't treat me too good for I may fall in love with you. >_< 我是个脆弱的男人! Hahaha.
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